aleng's journal

Okay, never have I ever thought one year could pass so fast. I'm not sure if I felt time move slower as a kid or the Earth is just spinning like way faster these days.

Well, I recently remembered about this blog when I just looked up my friend's blog (Go check him out...) and I just thought, "Wow, it's already been 3 years since we both started this for fun" (it still is)

Quick update!
Life has been a mess these few months, and at times, I find myself lost in the midst of "This is a trial from God" and "How the F*** did I end up like this". At times, I even started questioning myself if there is such thing as "Running out of optimism", which to my best friend's reply "You're just stuck right now. Take your time", and honestly, I feel comforted and thankful for all the best friends I have to this day. It's still crap, I'm not gonna lie, but at least I'm alive and surrounded by people I love, and I guess that's what matters most (and also needing somewhere else to vent out all the emotions but also at the same time feeling nostalgic even though only a year has passed since my last post).

OK TTYL

YESS!!!
The moment of the year when you just go around get ang paos is coming. 
Well, I've always loved CNY not for the ang paos. I just like the feeling of reunion. You know, especially being more busy now despite with all the studies I'm going through, I'm even more distant from my family. Well, I've always been a shut in, but I still have a heart for my family too. Plus, I just freaking love playing fireworks, so I'm bound to enjoy playing fireworks with my little cousins when I get back to my kampoeng, and let my inner child go out with no shame. 'Cause let's be honest, your aunts and uncles need one nephew or niece who knows how to get along with kids so they can drink happily and talk about politics and stuffs (Argh... adult stuffs).

And again... complaining about how time flies so god damn fast, like seriously... it feels like last week we set off fireworks for the countdown, and now February is coming up? I don't know, maybe I'm just overthinking stuffs.