Yes! Happy Father's Day to all fathers out there, but this post is dedicated to my dad.
 So basically, I chatted my dad at exactly 12 am to tell him Happy Father's Day (Although there was a big probability that he might not be awake), and said sorry for being unable to go back to Batam because I'm way too busy. So we chatted for almost an hour, after I realized he was awake, but slept halfway as I was about to finish my whole heart message. I'll share what I have shared with my dad in this post.

Hey Dad, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! I know we were never really that close, but I just wanted to say that I love you no matter what you are. Ouwh, I just realized it's not Father's Day at Batam (GMT +7), and I'm at SG (GMT +8).

He starts saying that he's sorry for unable to give me enough love and such. I replied

NO! What you have given was enough, more than enough. And do not be sad for what things you've done in the past. None of those affected me, because I just wanted to tell you, there's nothing wrong or right in what we do. We just need to bear with the pain we're about to get in the future. I mean look at me, I am a biotechnology student. I must prepare myself with labworks, presentations, essays, and many more.. but do I hate it? NO! In fact I love what I do now, and if you think you haven't gave me enough, I just wanna say, look at me! Are you proud of me? Then be happy! 'Cause I am what you've made and I am proud to be your son and to have you as my dad. No matter how rich, poor, intellectual, idiotic, handsome, or disfigured you are. You're still my dad, and I won't leave you behind. For you will always be my Dad no matter what. Happy Father's Day again.

Yes, this is legit and what I really said to my Dad. I'm not even exaggerating this. There are some parts I won't be sharing, 'cause they're too personal, but this is as truthful as I go.

TBH, I was never really close with my dad, but that doesn't mean I will ignore the fact that he's my dad. I'm not sure if he reads my blog, but I just wanna tell him this, "Distance doesn't matter, it's how strong a bond that matters. An expensive gift is not something that show how much I love you, but instead my presence and company determines that I love you so much that I won't leave you"

Yea, it's cheesy... but I'll be honest, my mom is happier when I accompany her rather than buying gifts for her. When they pass away, gifts won't go along with them, and they won't remember what you give them during that day. BUT, they will remember me if I accompany them, and let's be real, memories > gifts. You can give gifts everyday, but if you don't accompany them, those gifts are nothing but plain stuffs.
Have you tell your Dad you love 'em? DO IT NOW!!  XD